Work...

You know the drill...

Gimme a buzz,


Jazzy xx

L O V E = C R A P.

*Dramatic sigh*


I know, I sound like an utter emo. But it's very true, I never want to see another boy as long as I live. Which is difficult because I go to a public school... So, there's like fifteen of the teenage dirtbags in my class. There isn't a reason in particular, just my overgrowing pain of the boy I like not knowing I exist. I'm constantly getting people saying shit like, OMG! You are so pretty! Really? Then why doesn't HE notice then? It just doesn't make sense to me, I keep getting depressed about it and it keeps getting me down. Maybe, I'm not pretty at all? Not even a pinch? Maybe they all lie to me. I dunno anymore. I want to give up, lay on the floor and stare up at the stars and wish for nights on end for it all to get better. Just once.


I need to confess something, it keeps biting pieces away from me and I can't seem to hold it in any longer. I self harmed a month ago. I just, felt a moment of weakness, it was... scary. I just got hold of something sharp. I  cried for a good twenty minutes after but didn't scrub the blood away. Why? I have no idea. My life doesn't make sense anymore, it's just something I follow. A routine. Wake up, Eat, School, Home, Eat, Sleep. Not hard.


Sorry for the emo post, I needed to get it all off my chest.


Jazzy xx

Hey look! A picture of Jazzy!

Did this for the sake of Roleplayer Guild :| 

So if you guys are out there...

I hate you D:

I love you really.

Jazzy xx

Just another bit of work from little ol' me...

I'm kind of obsessed with Glee at the mo' and was bursting for a new sig+avvy set for Roleplayer. Then it hit me. An Artie set! I love Artie and as I'm writing this it's currently 1:42 in the morning so I'm kind of bored. I like to post it on here for you guys first than putting it straight onto RP. That get's a tad daunting. Anyway enjoy some lovely pic's of Artie!

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A very short thought...

Phineas and Ferb!<3

A hell of a lot better than real boys i'm telling you. I mean they even have a secret agent Platypus. How kick ass is that? They could take you to the moon, give you unlimited money or think of a way to do your homework. Wow. Amazing much? I think I would like them to be my little brothers actually, that would be better. 

I hate spam. But I find it funny to spam other people. 

Boom Boom Boom!  (:


Hah, feeling random much? I'm really bored at the moment and realised I hadn't blogged in a while so I came onto here. These past weeks have been, odd to say the least. Mollie totally sprung  a surprise sorry on me, Danielle and Kara. It almost made me cry how she totally blamed herself. And smacked down on Jess as an added bonus. Excellent or what? I got into a bit of trouble in English the other day, well me and Barbara got into a bit of trouble. We had a tickle fight and a teacher spotted me laughing, she threatened to move me and Barbara. It was fairly funny though :) Then the next day I had a pen fight with Tom B (Not the other gay one- Tom L) and Kara. As much as i've washed and scrubbed the marks still won't come off, which is really annoying. I think Tom's pen was permanent. 


Well, I guess I should give a proper update -


School-
Crap as always. No change there I guess. Same old boring thing every day, English, Maths, More Maths, More Maths... You get the idea. I have done none of my homework for the upcoming week, and that's a bit crap since I have five pieces. Or possibly more :| I really have stopped caring about homework, Simon doesn't trust me anyway whether I say I do my homework or not. For example-


Me; Done aaaaaall my homework! Well except for a piece or two that's due next week.
Simon; Hm, let me check your planner!
Me; >.<


Boys and love crap-
No. Just no.  It's stupid and boring. And boys smell icky anyway.


Anyways, I've gotten bored so I must leave you now!


Gimme a Buzz!
Jazzy xx

I dislike Egypt more than lifts >|

Ever seen two people and thought, Wow. Those two are going to be best friends literally forever? Well I have and even though they were chalk and cheese they still got on like a house on fire. [ Jeez, how many metaphors am I going to use? ] That would be Jess and Mollie. They really were best friends but apparently Jess said her and Mollie should be 'distant friends' whatever the hell that means. So now Mollie sometimes walks between lessons with me, Danielle and Kara. I got Google Chrome the other day and it is friggin' awesome. Much better than Firefox. The only letdown is that flash doesn't work with it. But hey, I can live. Who love's Luke Pasqualino (Freddie) from Skins? I do, he is the sexiest guy ever made. Except Jack 'O' Connell (Cook). As you may have guessed by now I have a small obsession with Skins aswell as everything else in the world.

Skins is the main program in my life next to Glee which is cool because hardly anyone in my year watches it. So it makes me an individual which I ranted about a few weeks ago. I would love Skins to carry on until i'm sixteen so I can go for an audition for it. I'm thirteen now so just three more years! Come on Skins! Carry on for me! I think I would be so fizzed if I did get an audition for it though. Gah, now i'm fizzing already!

My arm hurts so i'm going to stop typing now.

Gimme a buzz!

Jazzy xx